Today i have been more insulted and offended than i have ever been in my entire life.
Today i got accused of making up everything that had happened to me, that it was all a scheme.
I burst into tears to which i promptly got the response - "those tears won't work on me!"
Those tears were not for you.
Those tears were for all the pain i have endured because of the abuse i suffered as a child.
Those tears were for all the times i had self harmed because i have been unable to deal with said abuse.
Those tears were for the suicide attempts that i attempted becuase i could not deal with said abuse.
Those tears were for my family, and the pain that we have endured together because of the said abuse.
Those tears were for all the other people like me, who, for fear of recompence, do not report their abuse, and suffer in silence.
Those tears were for the fear i have inside me that people will judge me, and have done, and will continue to do so.
Those tears were real tears.
Do not DARE to suggest i would make something like this up. For this is not a life i would have chosen.
Thats all i have to say, for it is all i can say.